Dear God,

As I am writing this, I’m filled with so much distress. Im so depressed and just sad. I don’t know which way to go or turn. I get so sad just watching others just going with life and things seem to be flourishing for all those around me but God. What is happening to me. Ive begin to yearn for Simeon who I once was. How God did I lose my push, where did my fire go, where is she that was so happy. Lord God I’m just so lost and stuck in space. Lord Hod I’m just existing. I’ve been going through for years now Lord God and I just can’t shake this feeling. How is it I still have complete faith in God. I know that things are turning around for my good. Lord God help me. I need you nothing around me feels safe. Sometimes I can’t believe this is my life. Is this what they call imposter syndrome. Who Am I?